Hello Sunshine, I'm trying something new today. Blogging in the morning. Probs not goin to work actually because I don't feel like I have much to talk about today. I'm not a morning person at alllll. Yeah right your thinking, watch this turn into an essay. Haha. But no really, i don't have much writing inspiration at the moment. So I think I'm just going to write random sentences that have happened over the last few days or are on my mind and maybe eventual elaboration will just follow.
Angela and i went to see tk and the girls last night, we had a bit of a hang out at Sonya's. Was cute. Will defs be spending more time with Ange now that the whole Jess thing is effecting her heaps at home. Its so sad when you think Jessy was actually 4 months younger than me. So so young. And now gone. We were partying together less than 6months ago. And now gone.
Daniel called me tuesday and i still haven't returned his phone call. That's a big thing for us. I'm just not ready to talk to him yet, and when i hadn't spoke to him i thought it was a massive deal. But when his name did pop up on my screen i just couldn't answer it. I need to get to a stage where I'm not so mad anymore because right now if i answer i will be yelling. & that's not what i want.
I found out, that my whole team at work that i will be managing, is get this, Male. MY WHOLE TEAM. Not one girl. So me, and 8 boys that i have to delegate too. omg. Ive never managed boys before and I'm freaaaaaaaaaaaaaking out. But so far, day 3 of training is going great. My trainer Ben is amazing! Monday will be the big challenge.
Oh. Oh. Oh! Exciting news. I met a boy yesterdaaaaaaay, while i was at Rhodes. Suitable rebound boy from what I can gather so far. Random, i know! He's super cute, not my usual type but 2011 is all about change and risks so im just going to jump in head first and see where it goes. I think its the best way, and the only way, to do things. Could be fuuuuuuuuuuun. Could be? Will be! I have a good feeling about this one. Perfect timing just before Valentines day too. Ofcourse i already have an irriplaceable date for V-Day, Willie will always be my #1 lover boy. Oh he would just die if he heard me use that Mariah term.
He'd be just sooo proud.
& as for my little relapse the other day. I dont miss him, i think i miss the comfort. I think i miss the idea of someone, and not nessesarily him. Ive realised that now. And im cool with it. This new kid on the block will hopefully keep me occupied long enough to pull me out. Hey, there is nothing wrong with a good rebound!
The girls would be so proud.
Ahhhh. So damnn proud.
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