Today I'm happier than a bird with a french fry. I'm not sure why but I've been walking around randomly smiling. My love life is in the dump and i have bags under my eyes from crying all last night. But, this morning. I'm content. Some people seriously make me laugh.... the people that think there life is SO shit. No matter what happens, the way i look at it is - I have my health, and i have my family, and i have my faith. Right? I think the disease I have is called eternal optimism? Hahaha. No really, what can be so bad! I count myself lucky thou, i have one thing to be so thank full for. One thing god has blessed me with, and always has blessed me with, great bloody friends.
I have the most amazing friends, and if you think you have amazing friends, well you don't.
Saturday night as well as seeing mister 'ive just been around for the past 4 years to fuck with your head', i also saw my ex bf (hence why i end up being soooo drunk). I also saw a girl that i wouldn't mind stabbing in the eyes. And i could have had the shittiest night ever because of some stupid heads, but i had around me the most amazing people. My support group. People that know me inside out. People who know what to do and when to do it.
Probably wouldn't be able to live with out you guys. Shame they have no idea this blog exists.
Tizz you are my angel. The one person i can turn too for anything, even thou it doesn't seem it sometimes. Sarkis, omg sarkis, You are my rock. I don't let you know very often (actually probably never) how much i actually appreciate you. Every second of everyday i appreciate that you are in my life. Eve, even thou if we weren't related we would quote-unquote 'fucking hate eachother', thank god we are. Thank god as you would say, "our tayta had daughters and those daughters had daughters." You are not my cousin, you are my sister. But Tammy, tk, the one the only, you are my soul mate - The only person that fully and truly understands me. The only person i ever properly let my guard down with. Soul mate is an understatement.
Willie. My baby brother, you have your head in the clouds, your up there with the fairy's and sometimes I let you take me there with you. Your my dreamer. You take me away from reality when i really need it, and I don't even have words for how much i love you. Daniel, even thou you can be more of a princess than me, a head do-er and you annoy me just as much as i bet i annoy everyone else - Danny baby, you keep me grounded. You keep my feet on the floor. If there is one person that can slap me back down to reality, its you. Rima, you are my strength, you give me inspiration more than anyone.
Krystle - My longest friend. Even thou i don't see you every day, when i do its like we've been together our whole life. Assad, you are my most recent friend but probably one of my more cherished. You will be one of my longest friend in the end, the bond we have is amazing. The effort you make for me, even thou the short time you have known me is amazing. I would do anything for you. Your girlfriend is a very lucky woman. You boy, are one of a kind.
Joumana, right now i want to KILL YOU. And i know we never really fully get along. Its very love/hate. But i truly do love you as much as i hate you, and we know that's alot! ;)
Every single one of my friends, serve a different purpose and a different means in my life, and that's without even the mention of a few. Coco. I want to cry just mentioning you. Inseparable for a good 5 years, down to nothing. I will always cherish what we had, but will never forgive you for what you threw away. I look forward to the wedding. Myles. My main man. Joey my future cousin in law. Jenny, my brains when i need you most. Rebecca, my gentle giant. Christina. Monique. Bish. Abes. Stacey. Sandra. Lisa. Chan. Everyone. I love you allllllllllllllllll. Even you, the one name I will never mention here. Mister "I've only been around for the past 4 years to screw with your head" even though were not friends. I love you too. I will always love you.
So, I don't care if i never have anything in my life. I know i have such amazing people around me, people that are there for me, will support me in anything i do, people that if i was homeless tomorrow would take me in.
And that's all you really need. Right.
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